From a child star in ‘Matilda’ to a nanny, Mara Wilson quit Hollywood as she felt she “lacked the Hollywood beauty” š®š At 37, she stands by her decision to avoid “cosmetic surgery”āsee how sheās grown up now
In the early 1990s, the world fell in love with the adorable Mara Wilson, theĀ child actorĀ known for playing the precocious little girl in familyĀ classicsĀ likeĀ Mrs. DoubtfireĀ andĀ Miracle on 34thĀ Street.
The young star, who turned 37 on July 24, seemed poised for success but as she grew older, she stopped being ācuteā and disappeared from the big screen.
āHollywoodĀ was burned out on me,ā she says, adding that āif youāre not cute anymore, if youāre not beautiful, then you are worthless.ā
Keep reading to learn what happened to Wilson!
In 1993, five-year-old Mara Wilson stole the hearts of millions of fans when she starred as Robin Williamsā youngest child inĀ Mrs. Doubtfire.
The California-born star had previously appeared in commercials when she received the invitation to star in one of the biggest-grossing comedies in Hollywood history.
āMy parents were proud, but they kept me grounded. If I ever said something like, āIām the greatest!ā my mother would remind me, āYouāre just an actor. Youāre just a kid,āāĀ Wilson, now 37, said.
After her big screen debut, she won the role of Susan Walker ā the same role played by Natalie Wood in 1947 ā in 1994āsĀ Miracle on 34th Street.
In an essay for theĀ Guardian, Wilson writes of her audition, āI read my lines for the production team and told them I didnāt believe in Santa Claus.ā Referencing the Oscar-winning actor who played her mom inĀ Mrs. Doubtfire, she continues, ābut I did believe in the tooth fairy and had named mine after Sally Field.ā
āMost unhappyā
Next, Wilson played the magical girl in 1996āsĀ Matilda, starring alongside Danny DeVito and his real-life wife Rhea Perlman.
It was also the same year her mother, Suzie, lost her battle with breast cancer.
āI didnāt really know who I wasā¦There was who I was before that, and who I was after that. She was like this omnipresent thing in my life,ā Wilson says of the deep grief she experienced after losing her mother.Ā She adds, āI found it kind of overwhelming. Most of the time, I just wanted to be a normal kid, especially after my mother died.ā
The young girl was exhausted and when she was āvery famous,āĀ she saysĀ she āwas the most unhappy.ā
When she was 11, she begrudgingly played her last major role in the 2000 fantasy adventure filmĀ Thomas and the Magic Railroad. āThe characters were too young. At 11, I had a visceral reaction to [the] scriptā¦Ugh, I thought. How cute,ā she tells theĀ Guardian.
āBurned outā
But her exit from Hollywood wasnāt only her decision.
As a young teenager, the roles werenāt coming in for Wilson, who was going through puberty and outgrowing the ācute.ā
She was ājust another weird, nerdy, loud girl with bad teeth and bad hair, whose bra strap was always showing.ā
āAt 13, no one had called me cute or mentioned the way I looked in years, at least not in a positive way,ā she says.
Wilson was forced to deal with the pressures of fame and the challenges of transitioning to adulthood in the public eye. Her changing image had a profound effect on her.
āI had this Hollywood idea that if youāre not cute anymore, if youāre not beautiful, then you are worthless. Because I directly tied that to the demise of my career. Even though I was sort of burned out on it, and Hollywood was burned out on me, it still doesnāt feel good to be rejected.ā
Mara as the writer
Wilson, now a writer, authored her first book āWhere Am I Now? True Stories of Girlhood and Accidental Fame,ā in 2016.
TheĀ book discussesĀ āeverything fromĀ what she learned about sex on the set ofĀ Melrose Place, to discovering in adolescence that she was no longer ācuteā enough for Hollywood, these essaysĀ chart herĀ journey from accidental fame to relative (but happy) obscurity.ā
She also wrote āGood Girls Donātā a memoir that examines her life as a child actor living up to expectations.
āBeing cute just made me miserable,ā she writes in her essay for the Guardian. āI had always thought it would be me giving up acting, not the other way around.ā
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