🔴 THE PHOTO OF SARAH IN DALLAS AND THE SMELL OF HIS HAIR
I screamed, then kicked the passenger seat so hard my foot throbbed.
“Don’t do that, you’ll break something!” Mark actually yelled back, but I couldn’t stop crying; the heat from the car felt like a punishment, sticking to my skin. The picture of Sarah was tucked in his glove box, a recent shot, her standing in front of some restaurant in Dallas — our Dallas.
“You said it was over! You promised me!” I sobbed, tasting salt and the metallic tang of panic. He parked, yanking the keys, the gravel crunching under his shoes. “We were there, together, two weeks ago!” I shrieked, but his face was a blank wall.
He opened my door, leaned in, and the scent of his cologne nearly knocked me out — like he’d just walked out of a shower at her hotel. “Get out,” he said, the words like icepicks.
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I stumbled out, legs leaden, the Dallas air a suffocating blanket. He stood, a dark silhouette against the setting sun, hands shoved deep in his pockets. I wanted to scream again, to claw at him, but the fight had drained out of me, leaving only a hollow ache.
I fumbled with my phone, the screen blurred by tears. I needed to call someone, anyone. My sister? My best friend? But the words wouldn’t form. My fingers trembled as I dialed, fumbling the numbers.
He watched me, expression unreadable. Then, a flicker of something in his eyes – guilt? Regret? It was gone too quickly to tell.
“Look,” he began, voice softer now, “I’m sorry. This… this wasn’t how I wanted things to end.”
“Then why?” I choked out, the question a ragged plea.
He ran a hand through his hair, the gesture so familiar it nearly broke me. “We… we drifted apart, you know? It happens.”
“Drifted apart? You were with me! We made plans, Mark! Two weeks ago, we were laughing, planning a trip…” The memories, once bright and comforting, now sliced like shards of glass.
He sighed, the sound heavy with unspoken words. “I know. And I’m sorry.”
He took a step toward me, as if to reach out, but I recoiled. The scent of his hair, that cologne, clung to the air, a constant reminder of the betrayal.
“Just… go,” I whispered, my voice barely audible. “Just leave.”
He stood there for another moment, then turned and walked back to the car. I watched as he drove away, the red taillights disappearing into the twilight. The gravel crunched again, a finality in the sound.
The tears returned, a fresh wave of grief washing over me. But as the last echo of the car faded, a new feeling began to emerge, a cold determination. The pain was sharp, searing, but I wouldn’t let it consume me. I had a life to rebuild, a future to forge. I would survive. I would heal. And, eventually, I would be okay. The taste of salt gave way to a strange new flavor: defiance.