š“ I CAN STILL TASTE THE GRAPEFRUIT FROM MY BROTHERāS POISONED SMOOTHIE
I slammed the blender onto the counter and watched the pink juice drip down, remembering his stupid grin.
He always stole my ideas, my friends, even that stupid scholarship; his laughter still echoes in my head, a low, mocking rumble. The metallic tang of the juice filled the kitchen, mixing with the faint chlorine smell from his swim trunks drying on the rack. Mom loved him more, of courseāgolden boy, athletic star, future lawyer. I was just⦠there.
āWhatās that supposed to mean?ā Dad asked, his face pinched and white, clutching his chest. I couldn’t stop shaking.
He just coughed, a wet, rattling sound, and pointed weakly at the smoothie.
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The paramedics arrived, sirens screaming, slicing through the silence I hadn’t realized had fallen. They swarmed around Dad, their movements practiced, efficient. I watched them, numb, the metallic tang of the smoothie still clinging to my tongue, a constant, horrifying reminder. They were too late.
The funeral was a blur of hushed voices, sympathetic glances, and the cloying scent of lilies. Mom was a ghost, her face a pale mask, her eyes red-rimmed and vacant. I tried to offer comfort, to say something, anything, but the words caught in my throat. The golden boy, the athletic star, now lay in the cold earth, just a memory.
Days turned into weeks, weeks into months. The investigation stalled. The police questioned me relentlessly, their suspicions evident in their scrutinizing gazes. They found traces of a powerful insecticide in the smoothie, but no conclusive evidence. āAccidental contamination,ā they concluded, the case closed. I was free.
But freedom felt like a cage. The house was suffocating, filled with the ghosts of laughter, the lingering aroma of chlorine, and the phantom taste of grapefruit. Mom barely spoke to me, the unspoken accusation hanging heavy in the air. I was just⦠there, still.
One afternoon, cleaning out the garage, I found a box. Inside, tucked amongst old trophies and forgotten photos, was my brotherās journal. I hadn’t seen him write in years. Hesitantly, I opened it.
The first entry was dated the week of the scholarship announcement. He wrote about his fear of failure, his desperation to live up to Momās expectations, his envy of me. He confessed to sabotaging my science project, to spreading rumors that ruined my friendship with Sarah. He confessed everything, the petty jealousies, the silent betrayals. Then, the final entry, a week before his death, chillingly detailed his own plans to end things. He had been using the insecticide on himself, gradually, in small doses, driven to madness by his own perceived inadequacies. The smoothie, it turned out, was not a target, but a mistake. A fatal, desperate accident.
The taste of grapefruit finally faded. The metallic tang dissolved. The mocking rumble in my head silenced. The truth, bitter as it was, finally set me free. Not from guilt, perhaps, but from the relentless, echoing torment. The truth was, I wasnāt just āthere.ā I was still here, alive, and with the awful weight of the truth finally known, the world, for the first time in a long, long time, felt like it might just breathe again.